Wednesday, September 29, 2010 # 9:22 AM
Psycho psycho psycho
7
Seven weeks into school already. By sheer repetition, my life has fallen into routine. Monday to Thursday I have class; Out of the 5 I’m taking, I’m pretty sure I’m only learning stuff from two of them (maybe three but the last one is like…passive learning). As such, everyday, I see different people; but every week I see the same people. I’m pretty happy with how things are going actually. After A levels, a lot of stuff happened and I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to relate to anyone. In retrospect, it’s pretty ridiculous to have thought like that. I’ve got friends, just no “soulmates”. But hey, it’s been what, 7 weeks? xD
I’m not really sure where exactly this thought came from, but I’ve been thinking about why I prefer hanging out with certain people more than others. It’s pretty hard to nail down exactly why. Personality is a major major factor, i.e. i like people with attitude/character. But I can’t stand bitchy people. Even if their personality is fine, I get wary of people who give off mixed signals/don’t reciprocate. It always feels like I’m imposing on their companionship and they’re tired of me hanging around. Common interest helps with the talking and getting to know people…but you can only talk about something with someone for so long right? It’s not even about how friendly they are or whether they know me better than other people. Other things have happened which prove otherwise…
It was only when a senior asked me during an exco interview “Which of your 3 CCAs do you like the most?” did it hit me.
This particular group of people, when I hang out with them, the chains which hold back my true personality feel lighter. It feels like they’ve accepted a part of me which I thought most people wouldn’t. Because of that, I feel like everything else about the friendship will be easy. I don’t even know them that well yet. Haha xD. I guess we’ll see if my hypothesis holds true in time to come huh.
>.<. So much stuff has happened this week! Haha, i really need to find the time to write about em. For now, back to studying for mid-terms, researching on non-existent ghost spiders and practicing for an impossible duet. xD
Labels: CCA, life, school, thoughts
